Day 5: Down Down Down

My sickness still sticking with me. It was very suffer as my throat just like not mine..well, my mum still angry of me n bad mood for already 2 days. I don't know how to express my feeling.
Its not to say suffer but just don't know how to express the feeling tat i'm already grow so old, my mum stil control me like underage kids.
because of this, i lost my 4 years relationship. not to say blame them but... *sigh*........

Day 4 : Hard Feeling 2

Today, same thing happened.. waiting for sms again. such a sick feeling and lazy to talk about tat also.
Today is cloudy and no rain at all. I'm sick.. I had fever, cough, flu, sore throat, and wholy body pain... but i still eat chips, chilies, n drank cold drinks. I just cant control myself.. Getting worst now.. Regret.

Day 3 : Hot Hot and Hot

Today is a sunny day. I felt extremely hot although there was rain for few minutes. It was so suffer working under the hot sun. There is nothing special today and nothing much to write.
starting from tomorrow, i will start to tell all of you bout a story from my past. Its all for now because I'm tired to further this blog.

Day 2 : Lonely Rainy Days

Today is a rainy day.Actually, rainy days is very romantic but it depends on where are we and who we are with. I was at home wishing upon the sky that my man can be right here beside me but is was impossible... At last, I went to visit my sister at a shopping complex. Sitting there hanging around, waiting time goes by so slowly, my friend came to find me because he knew i was in blue.. We chat all the hours until my sis finish her job and we went to a bar to have some drinks. Well, nothing much to jot down today cuz today have nothing special to be shared... Just to Recommend to all of u who loves to drink,. today, we have been to Werner's, a bistro at Jln Changkat Thambi Dollah. We drank some shots of cocktails which is B55, Lolita and Smurf. It was nice and worth to try..

Day 1 : Could i Overcome it?

I'm a very sensitive person and i also could be a very caring person. Almost every night, i will sleep very late and not wont have a good sleep. I've been waiting his calls or even sms saying that he is safely home but almost every time, my phone left silent n freely... Every time it rang, i'd really wish that is from him but sometimes, it was not and my heart just felt like being hitted bu hammer.. Worrying tat was he safely home, or what is he doing now, or was he already reach home and fallen asleep as he too tired or drunk ask what he told me earlier? I still cant sleep now and don't know what to do, so i end up drop down here ..
He promised before that he wont repeat the same thing but the thing repeat n repeat.. i've been tired of all this.. how can i overcome this kind of hard feeling? I was really care and worry bout him.. but i could do nothing...